I haven't blogged really long.
I'm scared of unknown readership.
I always thought my blog wasn't read! xD
But I think I should blog as if no one's gonna read it!
Anyway, God's been good.
So many things have happened, so many things have passed.
So many things have dragged on from last year.
And, so many things have finally been resolved.
Thosed involved/whom I talk to/who know me well probably know what I'm talking about.
Gosh, thank God.
I never imagined that this was how the whole thing would be resolved.
I always wondered about that! :D
Gosh, thank God.
And things did come out of it, good things.
I mean, it was a sort of waste of time, though not a lot of time, heh.
And though this I know 1 person was blessed.
At least, I hope so.
And it's been inspiring and encouraging even through the whole thing and I've learnt a lot from you and I've gained a whole lot of respect for you.
I have one fear- one I only shared with ONE person((:
But I seriously pray hard that's not gonna happen.
I don't think it will, but I have to be very careful what I do, how I behave, and always assess how I feel xD
At least, intrapersonal intelligence is my high (: heh.
This is just one of the things I came to blog about today.
Today 2 other things that impacted me:
1. Geography video on volcanoes
2. Class chairperson leadership workshop
And, I also hope to draft my 'thanksgiving' once BZH approves the topic.
Thanksgiving is something I've learnt to value more and more even as I grow in my walk with God, even as I am exposed to more things, negative things happening to so many people.
Or sometimes, just admiring the beauty of God's creation and the awesomeness of His fantastic plans.
God's plans never fail to make me GASP at their perfectness!
Like recently, THOSE incidents?
The 2 slightly church-friend related ones, heh.
Okay change topic.
Geog videos.
I was going to cry, seriously.
But there wasn't much to cry about.
It's just that the lava flowing out of the volcanoes is so so beautiful and the way they work out, connecting to the law of conservation, and everything, trenches, ridges, it's so awesome.
And as I was wowing over everything it suddenly dawned upon me that these things were the work of God's single-handed creation.
I mean like there are so many people who think that they are good and say they don't need God. I mean I don't deny that they are good when compared to fellow humans! But God? No offence, I honestly think there is not the slightest chance anyone who could even get close.
Yea, God is good!
Okay class chairperson's workshop.
It was surprisingly good. Basically we learnt about leadership styles and how to adapt ourselves to suit our 'customers' the class and to suit the others we work with (EXCO, teachers.)
One thing that really struck me was when he told us to write our personal mission statement.
Honestly I was surprised people actually wrote get good grades, earn lots of $. Gosh, I don't think that's my life mission.
I took a long time, and till now, no I don't know my life mission. But I do know that I'm going to align my life mission to the great commission! For the harvest, just like the harvest SP class video (did I actually describe it?)
Yea I still don't know what God's plan is for my life but what I do think I know is that I don't have a full-time call. At least, I don't think so. Though I personally wouldn't mind! Heh.
A lot of work.
But wait one more thing- SBs!
What I'm concerned about is hunger. To grow, they really need to get down and be desperate.
I can't feel desperate for them, though I can pray with them, I can observe, set them goals (eg Miyuki Dec SP class). The goals part I just felt that way. Even though honestly if you ask me, I don't think she's ready. What I thought of in the bath. Don't know if it was God, something within me just prompted me "If it could be done for you, why not her?" and also the song. The communion song What He's Done. The very one I mailed to the Allstars not long ago!
I don't know how to talk to Adelle and Amelia. I'm a bit scared.
And I think Miyuki's a bit intimidated by me! O: Today I actually 'prayed' for her. She wasn't comfortable with praying. Reminds me of my Benavon experience in Jan'07! Thinking about past doesn't get me anywhere, I should stop! But of course it teaches me to be humble and thankful((:
Had better get to work O: Need to sleep at 1030pm!
Gosh.
Oh 6 prebelievers invited for vday! Pray pray pray!
hold me now at 6:36 PM
