The Bible is so powerful.
These few days, it's like God's been telling to trust Him.
All over again.
I remember all those extreme measures I took through the course of this year.
On and off, on and off.
And time and again, I would say "Lord take control. I can't do it by myself."
And I try to surrender, but instead I cling onto my control.
I tell myself, "I'm surrendering it!" but I know that just by doing the reverse, I am not surrendering.
And I know this time what the Lord has in store. Not mcuh, but I think I know what the result is. It's what most people would expect it to be. But I would never have guessed that this is when and how the whole thing settles.
I'm not sure, honestly.
But it just clicked within me during TAWG.
Well, I should sleep now.
It's nearly 11!
I don't know what to say, no clue as to how to end.
Oh man, how am I supposed to behave!
Physically and virtually.
As in, in person, and online!
I'm clueless.
Ohwell, God knows what He's doing!
hold me now at 10:49 PM
