Jean just told me that it's can xiang's birthday tomorrow. Oh my goodness. I look back and recall those... err... I don't know what to call them. Never mind, I told jean I will 'put my past behind me (like a criminal)' and it sounds kinda 'wrong'.
Hahaha!
Well, I wouldn't call it very right, but never mind.
For those who know the funny and embarrassing stuff, you had better not tag, because #1 I can delete tags and #2 Laura will hunt you down with a dagger!
For those who don't know, it's better not to know! *grins*
I shall now talk about service today.
It was entitled 'No compromise'.
I don't know what to say about it... I shall be an open and good person. No I shouldn't.
Ahh forget it.
Anyway, it kinda spoke to me because well I've been struggling with some stuff in the quite past past and the not-so-past past and something different I'm struggling with now which to me seems half-bad and to some others is not bad at all and to some other others it's totally bad.
Which is the biggest issue now because, well, I don't feel bad and I don't want to ... err (I don't know how to continue because deborah tang says my blog is too direct!)
Anyway, this post seems to be one of those most direct ones.
Hahahaha.
And I can't believe a shy person like me actually had the courage to respond to the altar call. Which is good.
I think I should stop talking because every word I say, I divulge more and more information! *screams*
But I think service today was good with the P6s and Charlene and Amanda Choo and Janne! (:
FUEL was good too! Sis kassey taught. And we did this cute writing activity to write a person's strengths on their hands.
I wrote for Deb Tang "cool and cute and funny and friendly and makes people feel comfortable around her"
I don't remember the rest I wrote though. Okay actually I remember, I'm just lazy hahaha!
Deborah actually said I play the violin VERY WELL.
Coughs. I don't even have like, a grade in it, and I hate violin!
I hope this isn't called hating your enemies, but violin gives you a twisted neck, a bent thumb and bad hearing on my left ear! I want to go for vocal training then I can do that as 2nd instrument next year, instead of VIOLIN *pukes*.
Oh and apparently Sis Kassey thinks that because I'm LOUD AND CRAZY *coughs madly*, I should go and join celebration host! Actually I've never really considered it, I don't know why! Maybe I should? Anyway, my parents don't want me to go for worship because they think I can't cope when I'm taking MEP and french, 2 extra subjects with extra exams.
So I should go and join another ministry, I guess? What about Ignyte host? Or prayer taskforce?
Okay naturally other than worship I'm 'biased' towards IH because darhling deborah tang is there! But no I won't make the decision. I'll continue to pray about it! (:
AND IGNYTE HAS AN ACOUSTIC GUITAR COURSE AND I'VE BEEN WANTING AN ACOUSTIC GUITAR AND MY GB SENIORS HAVE BEEN TRYING TO TEACH ME GUITAR! BUT UNFORTUNATELY I'LL BE ON HOLIDAY ON ONE LESSON SO CAN'T. Boo.
I shall go and learn on my own.
Guitar is easy to learn! I get my chords from christianguitar.org/chords.php
RIght now I know... A, Am, A7, B, Bm, C, C9, D, Dsus2, Dsus4, Dm, E, Em, E7, F, F#, F#m (I found F# and F# minor from E during drama night rehersals because I was bored and it felt SO GOOD), G.
Hahaha.
Actually come to think of it, that's a good number of chords.
YAY.
I shall continue to beg for an acoustic guitar (which my dad says he will buy soon because he doesn't want me to be playing racing and spider solitare everyday!)
I shall go and sleep because I'm having a flu!
Buhbye! xD
hold me now at 9:53 PM
