This is the latest entry of Pastor Gary's blog, which I read immediately after posting. It seems that God is telling me, "It's a moulding process, it's gonna be hard, but press on and you will see the rewards." Well, thank God for the message. I am overwhelmed. And I am so touched by the love of God, which is powerful and boundless.
"Hi all, miss blogging here for quite some time. Anyway this week has been a week of reflection. I was on leave for the past few days and i was just thinking back how 2007 has been so far. I am not the kind who evaluate but i guess it was a good opportunity.
you know i came to this conclusion though not new that moulding is really a tiring and tough process. Bible says God is the Potter and we are the clay and i realized many times i have to through many times of mistakes, many times of hard knocks to learn certain things in life. Sometimes your mind knows it good but your heart tells you to get the easiest way out.
i have to ask myself why did i choose to do this? What causes me to hang on to what i believe? sometimes the only answer i can search really deep within myself is simply i love Jesus more than anything else. That is all... when you love Jesus more than anything else, all things become smaller, all challenges become part of life and you take it on with courage. The temptations to fall out is often so easy but yet i know my calling in God is worth more than anything else.
i know if i have to be a man of character and faith then i need to learn how to trust and lean on God on every challenges i face. i am not sure but maybe you are like me, often thinking the easiest way out but maybe have a change? learn to deal it with courage, deal with God's love. It can be a moulding process but you can't beat the feeling that you have grown when you walk down memory's lane. So let's run together to see God shinning through our lives.
Be a person of perserverance. Love, P.Gary"
I am truly touched by this love of God. I think I'll go spend my TAWG to guide me in my homework so I will stay on task, because I KNOW GOD WILL GIVE ME THE FOCUS I NEED (:
I will start with the 2 reading things.
I will complete them tonight.
No matter how late I have to stay to finish.
