OHMY. I was typing my post and EVERYTHING disapeared. So, I shall re-type. And this time, I shall keep things simple. A note of warning. The following post is juicy and may be unsuitable for readers with weak hearts. In the event that the readers choose to read this post, www.people-need-the-Lord.blogspot.com shall not be held liable for any mishaps. So, let's jump straight in!
You people, do you remember a particular guy? (Ohyes if you happen to be male please don't read this.) No names but do you remember? EIGHTEEN (maybe 19 now), normal stream? Yea that one. For those who do not know, sorry for keeping you out of things, I guess I wasn't in the situation to tell this last year. This guy was my ex-. For 2 days. And he was dumb enough to tell me he watched porn. I mean, you guys knew me last year, about this time. I wasn't God-fearing. But I was certainly moral enough to be thrown into a state of turmoil. What I did next was rash. I deleted his HP, email and MSN contacts, and blocked him too. For A YEAR. But when I was looking through me allow/block list, that email just stood out.
A couple of days before MYAs started, I chatted him up, just to see how his spiritual state was. I did not have any intentions, and probably will not have any! But anyway, here's the chat log.
(9:35 PM) LOL-ly#Steadfast: hey
(9:35 PM) ) <[{Zi D}]>- feel: hey girl
(9:38 PM) LOL-ly#Steadfast: sry
(9:39 PM) <[{Zi D}]>- feel: ??
(9:39 PM) <[{Zi D}]>- feel: about?
(9:39 PM) LOL-ly#Steadfast: everything?
(9:40 PM) LOL-ly#Steadfast: im very different now
(9:41 PM) <[{Zi D}]>- feel: lol
(9:41 PM) LOL-ly#Steadfast: btw, are u still christian?
(9:41 PM) <[{Zi D}]>- feel: me?
(9:41 PM) <[{Zi D}]>- feel: yeah
(9:41 PM) <[{Zi D}]>- feel: lol
(9:41 PM) LOL-ly#Steadfast: hows ur walk with God?
(9:42 PM) <[{Zi D}]>- feel: haha
(9:42 PM) <[{Zi D}]>- feel: not bad
(9:42 PM) <[{Zi D}]>- feel: good
(9:42 PM) LOL-ly#Steadfast: that's good to hear
(9:42 PM) LOL-ly#Steadfast: are u still watchin... er porn?
(9:43 PM) <[{Zi D}]>- feel: nope
(9:43 PM) <[{Zi D}]>- feel: lol
(9:43 PM) LOL-ly#Steadfast: great
(9:43 PM) LOL-ly#Steadfast: last note before i leave.
(9:44 PM) LOL-ly#Steadfast: 2 corinthians 5:17
(9:44 PM) LOL-ly#Steadfast: bye
(9:44 PM) <[{Zi D}]>- feel so lonely, baby I'm so lonely -DAVID has been blocked
The chat itself is much faster. Immediately after I gave 2 Corinthians 5:17 and said bye, I blocked him. I wanted the verse to get in! The reason of this conversation was of course to get the closure that (I hope) was subtly hinted. But I also wanted to find out how he was doing, since I mean there isn't any reason for me to bear grudges either. So that's what I did. I really hope he wasn't lying about the stuff and went to check out the verse too. For those who don't know, 2 Corinthians 5:17 says "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has passed away, behold, the new has come." To be frank, I didn't know this verse before this. I took my notebook to get a memory verse and this was the first I saw. I knew this was perfect! Thank God!
Okay now I shall end this post or it will look very long. I still have much to say. Heehee. (:
hold me now at 7:47 PM
