Blogger was giving me a terrible problem. It was like, everything didn't load like it was supposed to! Thank God everything's well and working now! Wow this morning like 12.30am Joshua from NYPS was testing me about God. I mean, thank God I never doubted, thank God He was with me and He guided me, but I really shudder to think- WHAT IF I HAD DOUBTED GOD? What would become of me? I might just have turned back to my old ways!
Whee SO HAPPY! Deborah and I have SUCCESSFULLY FINISHED MATTHEW and WE ARE ONTO MARK 3 TONIGHT! Thank God for this idea! (: God is so smart.
Yesterday we had IGNYTE service! Of course, it rawked. It was about caring & connecting to the disconnected, a topic I really emphasize. But I realised that although it seemed to me I was TRYING to win souls for the kingdom of God, I wasn't doing my best. It definitely wasn't my best. And I knew it.
Actually I had wanted to get Janne over, but because my parents had a D&D on and couldn't pick her, I didn't ask her over. But I will next week, and we're having Narnia screening next next week! Free Of Charge! MUST COME!(: Ask me for details!! FUEL was fun. It was about peace. I hope I am a peaceful person (: I mean, I'm not the kind that enjoys violence, but I DO get angry. Most of the time I bottle up anger because I don't like people to know that I am angry. I'm the kind that likes to be secretive (though often unsuccessful!) SIS KASSEY IS IN OHIO! WHY SHE NEVER COME ONLINE? SO SAD!! We all miss her. But she'll be back in 3 months time. (: That's good.Sis Alicia is nice. But I prefer the people from the ORIGINAL Sis Kassey's buzz group! I guess they are more spontaneous and more... FUN overall. Sis Alicia's buzz group is nice still.
Eeks I don't like this blogger with the spell check. I don't like all the ugly little red dotted little lines when I type something that's not STANDARD, PROPER ENGLISH. Can't these people understand that not everyone blogs in english?!
ANYWAY, yea I wanted to share my experience for the past 6 months. Please do read this, it means a lot. For those who have read my old blog, do you remember the time I was posting this LONG thing about camp? That was the second month to it. So now I'll just start from the beginning. This would be good for people like Janne to read for starts.
I am a 4th generation Christian. But that doesn't mean anything. I was water baptised at birth, but that doesn't mean anything either. My personal relationship/encounter with the Lord really only began in November last year. And MY MY, it was ACCELERATED. IT WAS FAST. New Beginnings took a month, I guess. One chapter each week, so 4 weeks! After a day (I think) was Welcome To The Trinity Family, and 3 days (I think) after was CAMP. And through this period of just slightly more than a month, I really grew in God. Of course, the 6 months growth isn't a 6 month growth if it isn't 6 months, RIGHT? The end of the 6 months is coming soon, and I know that it isn't only camp that we can grow in. Each and every IGNYTE service & FUEL is precious for me in guiding me in the right direction. I hope and I pray that I am a better testimony now. And that encompasses LOADS of stuff. I guess the main change in me is that I am really really trying to make an effort to love the people that I don't like, and I try not to be vulgar, though I know stuff can just slip out if I am not guarded. I pray for all of you, my pre-believing friends that one day, be it through me or through others, you may come to know the unfailing love of God.
Yea God bless!(:
<3 Laura
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