Hey... Though Laura knows she urgently needs to do her WGP, she is being herself- that usual procastinator. Was tagging at someone's blog, telling the person to BLOGG. Guess what? The reply I received was: btw I have tons of hmwk. WHOA. AHHHHHHH don't make me feel depressed all over again. I was really really sad when one fine day I went to school and mixed with all the hardworking, task-oriented, self-motivated, disciplined, goal-driven, focused, time-conserving people. GOOD EXAMPLE- JJ!!! AH I WANT TO BE LIKE HER. But God says, in Philippians 4:13, that "I can do all things through Him who gives me strength." And in John 15:7 says "If you abide in me, and My words abide in You, ask whatever you will, and it shall be done for you." Now don't worry, all you people like Lanny or Steph, I DID NOT GET THAT FROM MEMORY. I keep a collection of memory verses that I find relevant/instructional to general everyday life. And when I feel a particular way, I will open up the book and the verses just jump out at me. Like you know the previous time I was talking to ----- on MSN and 2 Corinthians 5:17 jumped out. This is what I gained from that experience- I memorised the verse. During dragonboating I saw it on Michy's shirt and that's what it said. But it said 1 Corinth and I asked Michy. And she said it was a typo (: Yep. I highly encourage my brothers & sisters in Christ to keep a book like that if you don't already, because it's really very useful when you're down, or you feel proud or angry or just maybe without direction. And ohyes if you have verses you want to contribute, PLEASE DO! (:
Ah I had something I wanted to blog about in school. Forgot. Anyway, got my results back. Really bad I got 3.2 GPA, which is below our cohort's average I think. For most subjects teachers say "Laura needs to be more focused/task-oriented blahblah" and I do agree. I didn't like my math comment. Though math is my best subject this year and (to me) I did reasonably well for it, Mrs Sia's comments for me were very neutral, as though I just passed and she was looking for things to say. And MEP. I DO READ EXTENSIVELY. MRS CHUA, I AM FORCED TO. DON'T MAKE MY MUM THROW MORE BOOKS IN MY FACE WITH YOUR 'she could read more extensively....' gahh. I used to say GUCK, but NOT with the intention of saying F*CK. It's like guck as in goo. You know, those kinda green things that they call guck? YEA. I don't like saying goo (cuz it sounds like poo.)
ANYWAY, today I was speaking to Lanabel & Steph, and I realised something shocking. They said that my blog was "like a testimony". I don't think so. It's like... If you know me in person and not just by my posts, you'd probably know that I'm very raw. And very young and immature spiritually as compared to many fellow IGNYTians. But because of what God has done in my life, the things I blog are swerved to the positive side. Not that I'm lying, but I try to mention what God has done/is doing in my life that I want to share. I tend to blog things that are more edifying to God (like what was said during "Do you think you can scream?".) This post is rather special though. I just want to blog what I think of and just be ME so that I don't seem distant or what not. And Lanabel & Steph, you can read the posts I wrote in my old blog. Many of them are DEFINITELY not edifying, TERRIBLY vulgar and rather mushy, some of them. Just thinking of some of the posts make me feel like puking. (They are edited because I felt my goosebumps stand when I read them...) But those posts are still quite raw and uncensored, in the sense that the words I used had the same meaning, just much stronger. But there are still many Fs and Ss and As and Bs and all that kind of thing. I shall now check out Steph's blog. Will blog again if driven by inspiration (:
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