I suddenly realised that I do have a bit of time. I thought I wasted a lot of time, as in, not growing a remaining stagnant. Suddenly I realised that though I did waste time, it's not all over. And I remember asking myself, how am I going to grow? TAWG doesn't seem to be getting me any where. And in GB God reminded me that growing wasn't about what I DO, it's really the heart after God that God's looking for. And, it's not up to me, it's up to God. About the heart, sometimes I just lose the heart. Sometimes I just find it hard to keep it up. And I worry a little for Miyuki. As in, she's not very hungry. Oh God, give me the heart of commitment and discipleship is pray and intercede for her through the course of this year.
Amelia is also quite dao. I SMSed and she didn't reply.
And the both of them are gonna think I'm quite nuts with all this discipling, and the other girls are going to think I'm biased.
But I'm not! :X
I was ASSIGNED.
Ohman, 2008 is so stressful.
I found out so many good things about Bryan last night, I got so stressed.
The other PSP in my buzz group has to be a super-passionate one.
I mean, that's good, but he's VERY quiet and doesn't really talk/volunteer.
But he's brought 2 people to church already.
Now you see why I'm stressed right!
Ohman and I hope I will be able to keep this blog from my whole buzz group for the whole year! If I talk about my buzz group all the time, not always good, talking about what I feel about so and so, I can't be letting them read it! ><
Ohman, and my parents are talking about shifting the laptop out of my room!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Well, okay, it's be good for me!
Okay okay better scram, then they might change their minds.
Okay I'll go study ting xie soon!
Bye!
hold me now at 7:38 PM
